That Sinking Feeling

How does it feel when something u hold dear ends.

When a relationship u have tried to foster ends....

U get that sinking feeling.....

Wel most of us would have got that feeling maytimes in our lives......

I have had that feeling twice and today it hit me for the third time and he jolt was lets just say big...

didnt feel like doing anything today and the worst part was that there was no one with whom i could share the despair i was feeling.....

Something which i had hoped that i had achieved but never really had crashed, well what happened, nothing much just that i knew she wouldnt be the one. And it hurt, i knew it for a long time that "IT " wouldnt happen yet i held on to the thought that It might just happen ( Why cant we just let go ?????). Then why did it hurt was the timing of the thing bad was i hoping for too much????

I guess its because i had let my mind wander to the possibility that it might happen. But.......

So what do you do now....where does ur life go from here on.....How do u pick up the pieces....How do u find the ONE. Well that the beauty of it all , no one knows....

Thats why there is "That sinking feeling " :(

Summer Internship @ TCS and bangeluru

Well in short my summer internship at TCS didnt go as well as i had hoped ....lets keep it at that and lets discuss the good things that happened.
Lots of good things...cleared a lot of things i had kept pending for a long time. Got my head from sys to marketing as a specialisation.
But the best part was the fun and frolic i had with friends for 2 months.....went to go sans parents.....actually went to a trip sans adult guidance for the first time and now i know why ppl do it so often. Had rocking time with friends ..swan, danced , dined, partied,cooked,washed dirty linen, officed and did a whole lot of things.
lets talk abt the ppl now
nak- no ideas what to do in long term..but always ready to do whatever i had thought of then and there...best of luck to him for his gre and luv life
lips- the only pure person i met in those 2 months
mynak- ahem
jyoti- lets just say mind boggling
jojo- dj,room partner at xim, now posted at iraq, still happy, lets say different person
lucky---still a geek
small wonder :)

best part of the summers - 3 dy 4 nights in GOA, any mortal who hasent been there i strongly strongly advise u to go there. Paloleum was heaven on earth. all other places were marvelous... and the long drives on the bikes just plain awesome

Lost Track of time

Its almost a year since i last posted something in this blog. I guess i was caught up in the final year of MBA, most likely i was caught up in watching 2-3 movies a day. But lets set things straight. The last time i was here , i was just about to finish my first year and was off to my summer internship. We will take forward the story from there.

Seniors: miss them

Well i never missed my engg seniors when they were gone....on the contrary we partied as we were the big fish on campus now...actually most of my seniors in engg were assholes and it was a pleasure when they left.
But the bunch of seniors that i met at XIM were a whole lot different...when i first meet them during the dunking sessions i felt that most of them were of the enng variety but i was a fool to assume that...these guys turned up to be gr8..... all of them were amazingly talented in one feild or the other and were always ready to lend a helping hand....
Maxinations was the time when we really worked as a team and i learnt the strengths of them more and more
Samir was a ethuciastist fellow and it was impossible to beat this enthu for anything and he did pull of the rockstars, dummchards and almost the potpurri for us.....if i hadnt dungled we would have surely won the potpurri thing....
Sarang was the quite guy always ready to lend a helping hand
Sambit was the one full with crazy ideas
Rohit was the one missing alll the fum
Niks was the one ready to do it all
Manoj was the guiding light for all the events and the sratergist.....this guy single handedly won the mad ads for us and rocked the presentation. He was also the conceiver of the play too :(
Phodu was the one always edging everyone up
Naman was the rockstar guitarist and one of our trumo cards for the dance show
nity was the arranger of all the things
Nisith was the drummer of the rockstars and the one ready to do everything
Bagri the heavy voice captain will never be forgotten....
Manas an integrall part of the skit team will always be missed as champa kali
Rajiv sir was the quiz team guy and was ready to rip apart the brand equity thing when the bloddy maxim guys stopped it
Ritwik was the all in one guy the lead rockstar,,, the lead sell ur self guy....the lead in presentations.... the lead to do ad slots for us.... the guy who gave the idea for the baba
prasun was the ever ready to argue for our behalf guy
partha was the man who left behind personal misfortune to work for the behalf for the team
partha was ready to stand by us all the time
killgore was the lucky charm...the guy to get our first pts...the guy to get the people to do kiss...the guy to rock the quizzes.....the guy to rip apart sudoku....the potpurri guy,....... the MAN in short
pray was the quizzer...the back stage help......the we can win this guy
prasant bhai was the trump card in the quiz and the guy with the killer shayaris...
john was always ready to play his part for the team and get all the stuf for us
sri was always ready to do whatever was told of him
and prashmik was the block judge who was livid when the sheild slipped thru...


and before i forget must rem that all of them screamed their lungs out during the shout slots and were everready to donne that stupid looking baba outfit

Confused

Ever felt completely bored and had a lot of work to do at the same time. I am sure many of you have felt this felling before. But surprisingly i had never experienced this before. Either i had some work to do that kept me busy and didnt get me bored or else i was free had nothing to do and was bored. But today i feel both. Its a very odd kind of feeling i must say.
Another first to my kitty

Study Hard Party Harder

I always thought that this was a cliche.......study hard party harder......its easy to say by why party if u have to study?????
I never got the answer till yesterday.......i had 2 presentations in the morning.....yet i stayed on till 6 in the farewell jtl party of the seniors....why did i do that...i will never know....i will surely regret the fact that i did in the morning.....but it will be worth it that i am sure of .....so i guess the cliche is true study hard or atleat study put surely party harder

Term 1 ends

term 1 has ended 5 more to go.........

Exams on 1 over 41 more to go

Lets keep this post short
1 course over 41 more to go before i finish my MBA i am already 2.3% there.......
[:)]

TIME FLEW AT XIM

Time really flew at Xim never thought that 3 months would fly by so soon....for my friends who were still to join i heard everyday that they were bored and had nothing to do......
Cursed them and prayed to god to let me have some free time......
But got adjusted to life here in about a months time......
Started making friends by 45 days and even maybe started trusting some from the 2nd month onwards....
Dont yet know whether will be able to make friends here of the type that i had left behind......
But people here are after all not that bad
Well one term over 5 more to go then will be an MBA(Mediocore But Arrogant)....
with the amount of class room learning that has been going on it just might be that i will be an MBA of the mediocore type........
But the learning outside class the gp assignments...the gp presentations....the deadlines...the extra curriculars...the quizzes till 2 in the morning...everything has been just an great experience....maybe that will make me an true MBA of the management type...

Already the pressures of work and the tensions associated with it r evident everywhere with the start of summer placement process.......

Hope to snag one of my choice and leave the tension behind soon......

Other than that with CAT and XAT forms coming out , i sincerely wish all my friends the very best and hope that all of them doo really bad in CAT and the all of them do really good in XAT and a ton of them join me here at XIM....:) .....
hope to have tons of fun ragging them to death here.....

Other than that i am really happy that i would take time out and blog after a long while.....

How can i end this without discussing the course here.....
well its been really top notch...some profs have been good...some excellent .....and some by the law of averages not that good ...some even poor....but then if we view them from the point of view of engg colleges and the profs we get there all of them r excellent.....

even the ones who worked us to death .......

Hope to get a good grade in my end terms and have a good overall grade.........


Hey guys pray that i do well in exams...............