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Thursday, February 11, 2010

That Sinking Feeling

How does it feel when something u hold dear ends.
When a relationship u have tried to foster ends....
U get that sinking feeling.....
Wel most of us would have got that feeling maytimes in our lives......
I have had that feeling twice and today it hit me for the third time and he jolt was lets just say big...
didnt feel like doing anything today and the worst part was that there was no one with whom i could share the despair i was feeling.....
Something which i had hoped that i had achieved but never really had crashed, well what happened, nothing much just that i knew she wouldnt be the one. And it hurt, i knew it for a long time that "IT " wouldnt happen yet i held on to the thought that It might just happen ( Why cant we just let go ?????). Then why did it hurt was the timing of the thing bad was i hoping for too much????

I guess its because i had let my mind wander to the possibility that it might happen. But.......

So what do you do now....where does ur life go from here on.....How do u pick up the pieces....How do u find the ONE. Well that the beauty of it all , no one knows....
Thats why there is "That sinking feeling " :(

2 Comments:

At 6:47 AM, Blogger Monty said...

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At 6:48 AM, Blogger Monty said...

hey bro... i suppose You just need to speak it out as u did just now.. so keep in touch and sometimes u need to open up infront of ur near and dear ones..

I assure you Jhumpi Apa would surely be with all of us even if she got married and has to start a new life.

 

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